It lives. I've been a crappy blogger and a crappy friend lately ... err ... not just lately. Pretty much always. God. My punctuation sucks now too. So now that the self deprication is out of the way ... (what's with all the ellipses, for example?). Now that the self deprication is out of the way, nothing. Christ. Thus far, this is like the blog version of the beginning of a Charlie Kauffman film, except not good. Whenever I get the impetus to blog I know that I shouldn't because it means I'm being a plush romantic idealist.